Alright. So I'm currently on the home stretch of finishing my summer semester at DCAD. It completely raped my soul. I had class everyday but wensday from 8:30 am to 5:30 pm. WTF. Since early may. How crazy. Next semester , starting August 31 I have photo 2, craft 1, digital video and editing 1, art history and writing and lit 3. YEAH! I'm so happy to finally be working with my major!


So I adopted a rat named Muzzy. ( Like the furry green monster from that french program in the 90's) HE'S AMAZING! Rats are probably the best pet, ever. He's only about 10 weeks old but he's wonderful.

Also I'm still completely head over heels in love with Ryan. He's so fuckin amazing. Like 2 minutes ago he just showed up with a freshly made warm biscuit. It was yummy. And I had to spend the night at my parents last night , when I got back someone left a flower for me on my door knocker.

So as of May I will have my associates in Photography. I'm currently looking at school to finish my bfa at and my top choices are: MICA( Maryland Institue College of Art.) SVA( School for the Visual arts.) and International school for Photography.

GAH!

Life has been great!

I just finished my first semster at DCAD. It's probably one of the best things I've ever done.


Just curious does anyone know of poetry contest around?

Holy never updating batman!

So I'm quite the busy bee these days. School and whatnot. I have a roll of film I want to develop within the next week, so hopefully I can use some of the stuff.

I've been writing a shitload of poetry lately, but its all kind of personnal weird inner crap. I'm kinda a at weird stage in my life right now. I'm in school, I'm dating this amazing guy, and everyday I realize strange things about my life. I realized how much I love humans. Their faces, their flaws. I've become obsessed with Diane Arbus, so much to the point that I thought about only using a duel lens camera.

Work is coming...

I was running late for work
So I didn't change my shirt
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth
And when I left
You were fast asleep
Tangled in the sheets
And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream
And it didn't happen to me

And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all.

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.


Be Still my heart-The Postal Service

time to go, "this is goodbye"
she said "does it ever get
easier to live like this"
and kiss the cheek
for i can't kiss you anymore
and i, i would honestly love you now,
but i would lovingly let you down

oh i have the hardest time resisting you
and oh if you
if you feel the same way then how can we be friends
he's right you know
we can't go on like this
and oh i try to give you everything
and if i fail well then i failed
but at least i gave you something

i could put my trust in giving up the heart
it makes the difference
and how can you afford to settle down
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when i, i would promise to love you now
but i would lovingly let you down

oh i have the hardest time resisting you
and oh if you
if you feel the same way then how can we be friends
he's right you know, we can't go on like this
and oh i try to give you everything
and if i fail well then i failed
but at least i gave you something

(it's better than silence, give me one good reason)

it's better than silence (you know)
give me one good reason (you know)
to leave this in silence (you know)
no you don't have a good reason (you know)

if you feel the same way then how can we be friends
he's right you know, we can't go on like this
and oh i try to give you everything
and if i fail well then i failed
but at least i gave you something

it's better than silence
it's better than silence


If I fail-Cartel

Dear god. This summer, this is literally I was everything I was thinking.In retrospect, I'm so glad I gave in.